Having a Rough Time

I hate to complain but I figure this is my blog so if I can't do it here, where can I?

My back (sciatic) hurts so.freaking.bad. It was bad last time too, but I think this might take the cake. I've been to the chiropractor, I've stretched, I've tried tylenol, I've used a heating pad. Nothing works. When I'm just sitting or laying down, it's fine... but the second I move it's excruciating pain. With a toddler, you can imagine my frustration.

I hate that I have to rely on my husband to do so much {already} but I don't have much of a choice. It's hard for me to do just about anything around the house that involves standing for long periods, bending, etc. I knew this would come eventually but at 26 weeks? Yikes.

I feel guilty that I can't play with Nolan like he wants/deserves. If I get down on the floor, I literally cry when I get back up. Then he gets worried about me and I have to explain that mommy's okay and put on a happy face. I feel terrible. :(

These, among other crappy timing personal things going on have put me into a not-so-fun-place. I need to snap out of my funk but it's really hard. Wah.